Hey everyone.....i'm missing him so much...

Alicia,alot ppl say you like lx but anyway,if you say you dun like,i will believe you de.. If you say you like,i dun have any 'yi jian' but anyway,i seriously wan to know but..... you dun wan tell nvm... and yeah...... in a way,i think alicia and jing wen sit beside me is a good thing because they can 'guan' wo and will call miie not to do things that i am not supposed to be doing.. good lar.. but no freedom... acctuallie alot ppl helping miie and i appreciate... juz now still promised Alicia to put in effort in my work and dun keep thinking about him.. then i dunnoe lor.. Anyway, now i so far o nly have 3 best friends..... got alicia,tiffany and jing wen.. but dunnoe lor.. jing wen abit changed le.. she like not abit.. she changed alot.. last time i juz lazy little bit only scold me like anything.. now dun even care.. instead,is alicia tell miie to do things that i should and dun be lazy... jing wen call miie get A* for maths and dunnoe still have what subject le... quite impossible lor.. i dun wan go secondary siiaz... if wan to go i also wan to go same sch as my friends... alicia phoebe jermayne they all say they wan go nan chiau... but dunnoe lorhx.. i just... no goal to any sec schs... i dunnoe lar... what secondary sch can i go to with such poor results? SSS? (Singapore Sports School) but then they say no use go there unless i'm in national level for badminton... haiiz... i dunnoe what le... i seriously very 'luan'... i cant concentrate much... i want to try to call jiale.. but no courage... haiiz.. i seriously want.. now like so siianz.. later 8 plus going to play badminton ... haha.. yeah...i cannot one day dun play de.. and i still owe alicia one birthday present.. i dunnoe what to buy her.. maybe i help her find the titanic score? hahaz.. not enough de lar.. anyways,i go practice piano also... then present the Titanic i learnt to her.. i dunnoe what to give her eh.. haha... never mind.. i no choice.. she say sicerity most important... haiiz.. nvm.. gtg.. bye...

keep thinking of him... wonder when we'll meet again..
i dun even dare call him lor.. haiiz... what to do? he also
wont call miie one.. haiiz.. bye..

PSLE's coming nearer....

hey everyone,do you know that psle's getting
nearer? so jin zhang lor... dunnoe what kind of
results would appear in front of miie... maybe i will
have a shocked expression and sad one too...
dunnoe but...just...no confident.. anyway,tiffany,
kaisheng tell miie to be confident and have faith in
myself... same goes to you... btw,you will curely surpass
miie lar.. i mean, my scores.. or marks or whatever..
juz will be better than miie.. that's what i know..
anyway,i dunnoe how many have heard of this but,
here goes, it's better to aim high and miss a hit
than to aim low and get a hit. ya,this quote..
erm,kaisheng taught miie.. hehe.. anyways you can follow
this quote too friends.. quite useful anyways... especially
when psle's getting nearer... well,thats all for today..

Goodnite & sweet dreams my friends...

many thanks to kaisheng..haha..